beans are the road to heaven

h eight

2009-09-12T11:34:00.002+08:00

watching you try so hard amuses me
how you so desperately seek acceptance in society
don't get me wrong, it's not wrong
it's just funny how you always fail

after all,

silence is as deep as eternity, speech, shallow as time

stuck

2009-07-19T11:38:00.002+08:00

we say many things
but people only hear

we do many things
but people only see

is this the way the world is meant to be?
history just repeats itself again and again and again and ...

-

2009-07-03T13:58:00.002+08:00

dark blue on repeat
if we want something, we'll find a way through
the fact that nothing's happened yet means one thing

You'll see little man, plenty of times you be alone. You different like us, it's gonna be that way. But I tell you a little secret I find out. We know we alone. Fat people, skinny people, tall people, white people... they just as alone as us... but they scared shitless. - Ngunda Oti

we can't always have our finger in every pie
after all, raspberry and blueberry don't go together
but here, i only smell my pie

urkitech

2009-05-20T21:10:00.003+08:00

architecture!
a good foundation in arts and science
and some spatial vision or summat
turns into structures of art whose concepts are meant to be portrayed to the public
so challenging!

it never hurts to love...too much

2009-05-06T20:19:00.003+08:00

dragging his shoes across the floor, john scaled flight after flight after flight. drudgingly yanking the pale blue oak frame resting precariously on it's hinges, and tumbling in. A smell hit him. Not the smell you would expect to find from a field of flowers or the kind of fresh scent you get when you wake up in the morning. This fragrance was half stale half bitter, with just a tiny tinge of perspiration. some, would not consider this a fragrance at all. plonking on his crazily mass-produced polyesterine cradle, supported wearily by columns of iron, he tried to recall the schedule of the day, to no avail. around john were characters of all sorts, engaging in their own individual activies. there were those who were resting, and those who were restless. but among this sparse population of individuals scattered about the corners, there was this densely populated corner, where things were more interesting. among the corner was a king, their king. who ruled with intimidation and dominance over his subjects. with greedy desire to make the most of his hands, he pushes, plunders, pinches and pretends. giving plain ordinary situations a catch, of that which he would match. john spots a power in this ruler: the power of unreasonability, which of course, became reasonable under his turf. blinded by day and shielded by night his reign lasts forever. this king always turns out top on the charts, less the charts be toppled. john thought silently to himself, "absurd; the clutches of enticement"

see you on friday! :D

duality

2009-04-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

the reason i laugh and the reason i ...
don't you know the reason i rhyme?

PERPLEXED

2009-04-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

and i just want to say
i never knew it would turn out this way
i can't trust you
don't for a second think you feel me
because you can never fathom life the way i see it
(shouts)

to many, a marker, but to us, a milestone

2009-03-31T22:42:00.003+08:00

13th National Interschool Championships!

CJC ARM of 2009!

we trained hard and we fought hard
we have no regrets
we all did better than expected
under the competition pressure
and we gave it our all
unfortunately we were just 9points away from a medal
a mere 9points
though we didn't win any medals
we won ourselves sometthing far more important; teammates
teammates to count on
teammates who will train hard with you
teammates who cover up for you
this, is more than we could ever ask for
for sport, brings out your team spirit within you
win together, lose together
teammates

something intangible

2009-03-18T20:04:00.002+08:00

come closer, i'll tell you a secret
but you wouldnt be able to keep it
cause on this day, age and time
to find the words that rhyme
i have to dig high and low
to and fro
to find the words i needed so
to tell you again and again
that i love you the same

i feel like...

2009-03-06T23:45:00.003+08:00

it's been long since i blogged nicely
today i feel like blogging
life's been great
chinese results today
i swear it's a miracle i passed :D
everyone's been busy lately
except me
no mood to study for next week
had a nice talk with joy and jiaqi and macs today
realised alot of things
it's funny how one moment you think they'll make good friends but the next moment they find someone else
eihter way
life's been great :D

can't wait to see you tmr!

flying forever

2009-02-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

is it just like this?

h.a.h.a :D

2009-02-08T23:02:00.010+08:00

turnout

2009-01-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

don't make me get used to this :(

summer

2009-01-27T00:20:00.001+08:00

its already past midnight
and i still don't know what i'm waiting for

through tainted windows

2009-01-25T19:35:00.002+08:00

it's only a weekend
but i swear i miss you already

2301

2009-01-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

a day to remember

stabborn

2009-01-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

just listen to me
why won't you trust me
why won't you leave me to be on my own
why can't you see i'm responsible enough
just listen to ...

hows this for a change

2009-01-20T21:18:00.003+08:00

night is my favourite part of the day

how are you?

2009-01-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

it's been a really long time
life's great
school(work) is a hassle
school is fun!
did i mention life's awesome?
i don't feel like being mysterious today
today was a great day
the weather was perfect
nice, sunny and windy
almost felt as if i was in another country
it's nice to take walks in
i think everyone should take a walk once in a while
just to get air in our heads
to take in the environment around us
to feel care-free for that moment
i have everything i could ever ask for
nothing will take these moments from me

i don't want nobody else
without you there's no one left

...?

2008-12-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

for the first time in my life
i have a question that i cannot answer
with nobody to ask

the turks are here

2008-12-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

inconspicuous self-induced flurries

5cents

2008-11-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

more often that not
people with the smallest descriptions have the biggest personalities

dreams, are the touchstones of our character

death, brings value to life
for if you were to live forever, what would you live for

wyesh

2008-11-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

i wish i was in touch with everyone i knew once again

the present, is a gift

2008-11-25T01:38:00.003+08:00

how i would want parts of the past
all woven into the present
to make the future perfect
but it dosen't happen that way
cause you lose things
and you gain things
there's a time for everything
and it dosen't always turn out the way you want it to be

fwappuccino

2008-11-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

oh i love these days
when the world seems to pass on by
with just that glimmer of hope
to keep you by

you're slowly, surely, intoxicating me
and i love every single bit of it

on dandelions and curry puffs

2008-10-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

priscilla's the bomb
she likes to sneak out in the morn
sadly her parents arent the norm
they like to keep her in her dorm

lucky shes got alot of friends
or so she likes to say
well she must have had many friends
before becoming a grandma this day

yes, you are pretty.

puhndear

2008-10-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

lying on my back, facing the ceiling
music plugged in, blasting
things occur to me now
things never before

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

to prolong or postpone

2008-09-27T10:32:00.003+08:00

someone once told me
"don't wait for moods. if not you'll accomplish nothing. your mind must know it has to get down to work"

he's watching

2008-09-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

watch your thoughts; they become words
watch your words; they become actions
watch your actions; they become habits
watch your habits; they become character
watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

the seas a bucketfull

2008-09-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

laughter on my left
smiles on my right
meaningless words uttered
spoken lightly and daft
half-times and inconveniences
past-times and hobbies
fair-weather mates
and stormy-sea bait
cast out into the ocean
to be forgotten forever
before you know it
you're already gone

back back keep going back

2008-09-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

where have the little people gone to?
back to where they came from

shadows

2008-09-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

am i for your convenience?

slow

2008-09-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

a lil' bit slower

violets

2008-09-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

roses are red
violets are blue
many a times
i'm ___ of you

time.

2008-08-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

2008-08-20T22:58:00.001+08:00

cause all of the stars have faded away
just try not to worry
you'll see them someday